Life and Death in Shanghai的笔记(47)

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  第628页

  vivian四那 (Je ne sais quoi)

  读的是中文电子版，感兴趣到此处下载：http://www.rayfile.com/zh-cn/files/389d7e14-5126-11e0-8544-0015c55db73d/ 让我感触最深的是当年迫害她的那套手法现在依然存在，并且几乎没有改变。在那样难以想象的高压下，一个女人要怎样保有自己的良知、自己的信仰、自己判断是非的标准，有尊严地活，这个女人真的很厉害。 这本书大致分为迫害前、迫害中和迫害后3部分。迫害前作者过着养尊处优的生活，有很高的艺术品位和很强的工作.. (更多)

  读的是中文电子版，感兴趣到此处下载：http://www.rayfile.com/zh-cn/files/389d7e14-5126-11e0-8544-0015c55db73d/ 让我感触最深的是当年迫害她的那套手法现在依然存在，并且几乎没有改变。在那样难以想象的高压下，一个女人要怎样保有自己的良知、自己的信仰、自己判断是非的标准，有尊严地活，这个女人真的很厉害。

  这本书大致分为迫害前、迫害中和迫害后3部分。迫害前作者过着养尊处优的生活，有很高的艺术品位和很强的工作能力，此处一笔带过。作者的笔墨着重在迫害的过程，这段时间持续了6年半。在这期间，她在极其艰苦可怕的牢房里以惊人的意志力和判断力一次次否定强加的罪名，始终用有力清晰的语言指出迫害者可笑的逻辑和谎言。虽然每次反抗带来的都是更残酷的迫害，但她的清醒和正义感让很多人感受到了正面力量，并开始思考这场十年浩劫的真正本质。

  从狱中释放后，她仍处于严密的监视，很多以前的亲友被派来企图套出她新的“罪证”。因为女儿的惨死，她一直发誓要找出凶手严惩，最后凶手只被判处死刑缓期2年，政府只给了她一个无力而失望的结局。

  当历史过去，人们往往以为不会重演，当别人深处陷阱，人们往往以为不会轮到自己。可是，只要产生问题的源头不变，历史就会重演，陷阱也始终存在，没有一个人是绝对安全的。多听听真实的声音，多看看存在的历史，未来是可以预测的。我始终相信，人性善良的一面才是主导。 (收起)

  2011-03-18 01:45:46   111回应

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  Chapter 3 The Red Guards

  渺渺 (不气馁 有召唤 爱自由)

  I looked at it carefully, my eyes lingering over each stroke of his masterful brush. It was a picture of the lotus, a favourite subject for Chinese artists because the lotus symbolized purity. The poet used the lotus to represent a man of honor in a famous poem, saying that the lotus rose out of mud but remained unstained. I recited the poem to myself and wondered whether it was really possible fo... (更多)

  I looked at it carefully, my eyes lingering over each stroke of his masterful brush. It was a picture of the lotus, a favourite subject for Chinese artists because the lotus symbolized purity. The poet used the lotus to represent a man of honor in a famous poem, saying that the lotus rose out of mud but remained unstained. I recited the poem to myself and wondered whether it was really possible for anyone to remain unstained by his environment.

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  2011-12-03 12:18:41   3回应

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  第236页

  pencil (人都有梦，有梦最美！)

  “斗争是一种积极的行为，它比耐心忍受痛苦更能使人振奋，当然中国人最具有忍受痛苦的美德。”“可对我来说，只有通过这种积极的斗争，才激励了我的斗志。” 我想这句话很是适合我的心情。 (更多)

  “斗争是一种积极的行为，它比耐心忍受痛苦更能使人振奋，当然中国人最具有忍受痛苦的美德。”“可对我来说，只有通过这种积极的斗争，才激励了我的斗志。”

  我想这句话很是适合我的心情。 (收起)

  2011-04-29 14:11:21   回应

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  第78页

  上校

  After the disaster of the whole house, the next day morning, Zheng was eating her breakfast, toast, butter and coffee. A little girl of the Red Guards angrily criticized her:" Why do you have to drink a foreign beverage? Why do you have to eat foreign food? Why do you have so many foreign books? Why are you so foreign altogether? There is not a single portrait of our beloved Great Leader!... (更多)

  After the disaster of the whole house, the next day morning, Zheng was eating her breakfast, toast, butter and coffee. A little girl of the Red Guards angrily criticized her:" Why do you have to drink a foreign beverage? Why do you have to eat foreign food? Why do you have so many foreign books? Why are you so foreign altogether? There is not a single portrait of our beloved Great Leader!"

  Zheng smiled at her outburst, she wrote:" I thought I might try to help this pretty girl see things in their proper perspective."

  Zheng asked the girl:" Do you eat tomatoes? Well, tomato is a foreign food. It was introduced into China by foreigners. So was the watermelon, brought from Persia over the silk route. As for foreign books, Karl Marx himself was a German. If people didn't read books by foreigners, there would not have been an international Communist movement."

  Zheng was really an intelligent person. She didn't refute the Red Guards directly, but circumscribed to ask her a question which made the little girl realized her illogical saying and flaws in their faith. (收起)

  2012-04-12 23:07:10   回应

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  小小叔 (过去被删除，回忆它有毒)

  凡事总要往前看，不要往后看。财产并不重要。想想我那些古董，在属于我以前，不知被多少人拥有过，经历过多少战争和天灾人祸。我之所以能得到它，是因为有人失却了它。当它们为我所拥有时，我可以玩赏他们，现在，我失却了它们，就让别人去玩赏它们吧。人生本就是个过渡，财产并不是最重要的。 (更多)

  凡事总要往前看，不要往后看。财产并不重要。想想我那些古董，在属于我以前，不知被多少人拥有过，经历过多少战争和天灾人祸。我之所以能得到它，是因为有人失却了它。当它们为我所拥有时，我可以玩赏他们，现在，我失却了它们，就让别人去玩赏它们吧。人生本就是个过渡，财产并不是最重要的。

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  2012-02-01 16:06:12   回应

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  第47页

  Lin.S (不俗即仙骨 多情乃佛心)

  临走他又送我一条忠告，有的基层领导干部，其实持有一种自卑感。他们虽然手中有权，但他们内心有一种自卑。这是非常不幸的，因为这些人为了保持自己的尊严，就利用他们掌握的权利让我们过得不舒畅，或对我们进行种种刁难和侮辱。所以当他们盘问你时，你要表现的不卑不亢，千万不要触怒他们，他们是心狠手辣，什么事都能做得出。 (更多)

  临走他又送我一条忠告，有的基层领导干部，其实持有一种自卑感。他们虽然手中有权，但他们内心有一种自卑。这是非常不幸的，因为这些人为了保持自己的尊严，就利用他们掌握的权利让我们过得不舒畅，或对我们进行种种刁难和侮辱。所以当他们盘问你时，你要表现的不卑不亢，千万不要触怒他们，他们是心狠手辣，什么事都能做得出。 (收起)

  2011-09-04 14:14:50   2回应

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  第209页

  被月光灼伤的木木

  While the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution was different things to different people, this gigantic struggle lasting ten full years was essentially a contest between two conflicting Party policies personified by Mao Zedong and Liu Shaoqi. The irony is that although Mao Zedong had Liu Shaoqi persecuted to death and seemed to have won during the Cultural Revolution, after his own death, Deng Xia... (更多)

  While the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution was different things to different people, this gigantic struggle lasting ten full years was essentially a contest between two conflicting Party policies personified by Mao Zedong and Liu Shaoqi. The irony is that although Mao Zedong had Liu Shaoqi persecuted to death and seemed to have won during the Cultural Revolution, after his own death, Deng Xiaoping led China along the route of economic liberalization pioneered by Liu Shaoqi twenty years earlier, and went much further than anybody in China or the rest of the world could possibly have imagines during the days of the Cultural Revolution.

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  2012-05-12 14:25:47   回应

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  被月光灼伤的木木

  Before the Culture Revolution, I took great care never to ask questions on sensitive subjects when I saw my Chinese friends and relatives, especially when they happen to be Party members. In the end this policy paid off, because during the Culture Revolution, when my friends and relatives were cross-examined, they could honestly say that I never showed any interest in state secrets. (更多)

  Before the Culture Revolution, I took great care never to ask questions on sensitive subjects when I saw my Chinese friends and relatives, especially when they happen to be Party members. In the end this policy paid off, because during the Culture Revolution, when my friends and relatives were cross-examined, they could honestly say that I never showed any interest in state secrets.

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  2012-05-09 09:59:00   回应

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  被月光灼伤的木木

  Chinese through out the ages have suffered from racial arrogance. Those who never went out of the country and had no close contact with other nationalities often thought of people in other lands as alien, therefore uncivilized creatures with strange habits and called them "foreigners" or even "foreign devils." The self-imposed isolation during Mao Zedong's reign and Party propa... (更多)

  Chinese through out the ages have suffered from racial arrogance. Those who never went out of the country and had no close contact with other nationalities often thought of people in other lands as alien, therefore uncivilized creatures with strange habits and called them "foreigners" or even "foreign devils." The self-imposed isolation during Mao Zedong's reign and Party propaganda on the evils of capitalism greatly reinforced the Chinese people's unfortunate state of self-delusion. When Deng Xiaoping threw China's door open to the rest of the world and a flood of well-meaning and obviously affluent "foreigners" came to China with money to invest and ideas to share, the Chinese people suffered such a traumatic awakening that they sank into shame and self-reproach, only to emerge with an eagerness to jettison everything Chinese in order to become thoroughly "civilized."

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  2012-05-09 09:50:32   回应

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  被月光灼伤的木木

  It was the accepted Marxist theory of class struggle. "The army, the police, and the court are instruments of repression used by one class against another" was said by Mao Zedong. There was no point in my engaging in theoretical arguments over Marxism. One either believed in it or one did not. There was no middle way. My own outlook and my values had been formed long ago. I did not be... (更多)

  It was the accepted Marxist theory of class struggle. "The army, the police, and the court are instruments of repression used by one class against another" was said by Mao Zedong.

  There was no point in my engaging in theoretical arguments over Marxism. One either believed in it or one did not. There was no middle way. My own outlook and my values had been formed long ago. I did not believe in dividing people into rigid classes, and I did not believe in class struggle as a means to promote progress.

  记得高三的时候老师便讲过中国史学界有个比较新的理论框架，就是不认为中国历史适用于马克思主义史观，中国的发展道路和欧洲是截然不同的，但是显然老师对于这种于高考没有任何帮助的研究角度没有给我们细说，在我脑袋当中虽然形成了这样一个概念，但是除了从马克思的角度，还能从什么角度解读历史，在我的知识里始终是空白的。

  一直觉得自己对中国教育的Zheng Zhi洗脑还是比较自觉抵制的，但是看到郑念这种彻底否定给社会划分森严阶级的观念还是大吃一惊——原来自己已经潜移默化对马克思主义史观照单全收了！中国古代是封建社会，现代是社会主义社会（某种程度上带有资本主义性质与特征），西方世界是资本主义社会……这样的概念就像理所当然的常识一样，我竟从未质疑过！ (收起)

  2012-05-09 08:28:38   回应

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