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 I have seen the extreme vanity of this world. One hour I have been in health and wealth, wanting nothin
     Ig, but the next hour in sickness and wounds and death, having nothing but sorrow and affliction. Before I knew what affliction meant, I was ready sometimes to wish for it. I should sometimes be jealous lest I should have my portion in this life, and that scripture would come to mind, Heb 12:6, For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth and scourgeth every son whom He receiveth. But now I see the Lord had His time to scourge and chasten me (p. 75)