Celie 一直给上帝写信,当 Nettie 告诉她关于她们身世的真相时,她不再相信上帝的存在了,“If he ever listened to poor colored women the world would be a different place”。Shug 让她描述自己想象中上帝的样子,给她分享自己的上帝,Celie 这才意识到,自己忙着想他,却从来没真正注意过 “它” 创造的一切。现在,是时候看见了....
Have you ever found God in church? I never did. I just found abunch of folks hoping for him to show. Any God I ever felt in church I brought in with me. 引自第1页It? I ast.
Yeah, It. God ain’t a he or a she, but a It.
But what do it look like? I ast.
Don’t look like nothing, she say. It ain’t a picture show. It ain’t something you can look at apart from anything else, including yourself. I believe God is everything, say Shug. Everything that is or ever was or ever will be. And when you can feel that, and be happy to feel that, you’ve found It.引自第1页My first step from the old white man was trees. Then air. Then birds. Then other people. But one day when I was sitting quiet and feeling like a motherless child, which I was, it come to me: that feeling of being part of everything, not separate at all. I knew that if I cut a tree, my arm would bleed. And I laughed and I cried and I run all around the house. I knew just what it was. In fact, when it happen, you can’t miss it. It sort of like you know what, she say, grinning and rubbing high up on my thigh.引自第1页Oh, she say. God love all them feelings. That’s some of the best stuff God did. And when you know God loves ’em you enjoys ’em a lot more. You can just relax, go with everything that’s going, and praise God by liking what you like.引自第1页Trying to chase that old white man out of my head. I been so busy thinking bout him I never truly notice nothing God make. Not a blade of corn (how it do that?) not the color purple (where it come from?). Not the little wildflowers. Nothing.
Now that my eyes opening, I feels like a fool.引自第1页You have to git man off your eyeball, before you can see anything a’tall.引自第1页Man corrupt everything, say Shug. He on your box of grits, in your head, and all over the radio.He try to make you think he everywhere. Soon as you think he everywhere, you think he God. But he ain’t. Whenever you trying to pray, and man plop himself on the other end of it, tell himto git lost, say Shug. Conjure up flowers, wind, water, a big rock.引自第1页