First time, I have completed reading my first English novel.
However, the book told me too much about the reason not to stay, the memories of the families, the pain of losing them when wake up. The reason is so strong that when the author try to persuade me to choose the stay side, it is not convincing enough. Maybe I haven’t fall in love with someone for a long time that I cannot feel the power of love, I would imagine that the reason which can persuade me to stay maybe the people who love me and beg me to stay, maybe it is such a pity to end my life in a such young age while I can have a bright future, maybe after all my parents and younger brother can only be part of my life not all of it.
Also, the book use about 90% time to show the thinking process of not to stay, but only use less than 10% time to give me a stay decision. It is more like the girl actually didn’t finish making her choice yet. The ending is too rush like the author even didn’t have enough reasons to persuade herself. When I communicate to my mom about this, we may find an answer—sometime it is true that people choose to die in a very cautious way, but choose to live very hastily.
Overall, this is a novel worth reading and thinking.