Siddhartha

果然比中文版的翻译好多了！！！无论哪个版本的翻译，都甚至没有说出来第一页中的基本名词。1. 这确实是个小说，因为佛祖并不是婆罗门的姓，而是第二等的刹帝利。而黑塞惯用的伎俩又来了，他的名字和姓，拆成了两个人物。2. 诸多提到的名词，如OM如Atman，都是印度教的名词，意图很明显了

“Joy leapt in his father's heart for his son who was quick to learn, thirsty for knowledge; he saw him growing up to become great wise man and priest, a prince among the Brahmans.

Bliss leapt in his mother's breast when she saw him, when she saw him walking, when she saw him sit down and get up, Siddhartha, strong, handsome, he who was walking on slender legs, greeting her with perfect respect.

Love touched the hearts of the Brahmans' young daughters when Siddhartha walked through the lanes of the town with the luminous forehead, with the eye of a king, with his slim hips.”

==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 43 | Loc. 646-49 | Added on Saturday, January 18, 2014, 07:23 AMAnd, he decided, It was the Self whose meaning and nature I wished to learn. It was the Self I wished to escape from, wished to overcome. But I was unable to overcome it, I could only trick it, could only run away from it and hide. Truly, not a single thing in all the world has so occupied my thoughts as this Self of mine, this riddle: that I am alive and that I am One, am different and separate from all others, that I am Siddhartha!==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 43 | Loc. 651-55 | Added on Saturday, January 18, 2014, 07:26 AMThat I know nothing of myself, that Siddhartha has remained such a stranger to me, such an unknown, comes from one cause, from a single cause: I was afraid of myself, was running away from myself! I was searching for Atman, searching for Brahman; I was prepared to chop my ego into little pieces and peel off its layers so as to find, in its unknown innermost core, the kernel that lies at the heart of every husk: Atman, Life, the Divine, that final utmost thing. But I myself got lost in the process.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 43 | Loc. 660 | Added on Saturday, January 18, 2014, 07:27 AMI’ll be my own teacher, my own pupil. I’ll study myself, learn the secret that is Siddhartha.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 44 | Loc. 666-68 | Added on Saturday, January 18, 2014, 07:30 AMBlue was blue, river was river, and even if the One, the Divine, lay hidden in the blue and the river within Siddhartha, it was still the nature and intention of the Divine to be yellow here, blue here, sky over there, forest there, and here Siddhartha. Meaning and being did not lie somewhere behind things; they lay within them, within everything.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 48 | Loc. 722-24 | Added on Monday, January 20, 2014, 07:07 AMThought and senses were both fine things. Ultimate meaning lay hidden behind them; both should be listened to, played with, neither scorned nor overvalued, for in each of them the secret voice of the innermost core might be discerned.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 54 | Loc. 815-16 | Added on Monday, January 20, 2014, 07:26 AMYou are a willing pupil, Siddhartha, so learn this as well: Love can be begged, bought, or received as a gift, one can find it in the street, but one cannot steal it.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 58 | Loc. 875-78 | Added on Thursday, January 23, 2014, 08:45 PMYou see, Kamala, when you throw a stone into the water, it hurries by the swiftest possible path to the bottom. It is like this when Siddhartha has a goal, a resolve. Siddhartha does nothing—he waits, he thinks, he fasts—but he passes through the things of this world like a stone through water, without doing anything, without moving; he is drawn and lets himself fall.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 58 | Loc. 878 | Added on Thursday, January 23, 2014, 08:46 PMHis goal draws him to it, for he allows nothing into his soul that might conflict with this goal.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 64 | Loc. 981-82 | Added on Monday, February 03, 2014, 04:14 AMAt once he would become conscious for an hour that he was living a strange life, that all the things he was doing here were but a game, and that, while he was in good spirits and at times felt joy, life itself was nonetheless rushing by without touching him.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 66 | Loc. 1005-6 | Added on Monday, February 03, 2014, 04:22 AMAnd yet all this time, beloved, you have remained a Samana. Even now you do not love me; you love no one. Is it not so?”==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 66 | Loc. 1007-8 | Added on Monday, February 03, 2014, 04:22 AMPerhaps people of our sort are incapable of love. The child people can love; that is their secret.”==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 68 | Loc. 1036-37 | Added on Monday, February 03, 2014, 04:29 AMHe envied them the one thing they possessed that he was lacking: the importance they were capable of attaching to their lives, their passionate joys and fears, the happiness, uneasy but sweet, of their eternal infatuations.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 70 | Loc. 1059-61 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 04:58 AMAgain and again he sought to renew it, to increase it, to goad it to a higher level of intensity, for only in the grasp of this fear did he still feel something like happiness, something like intoxication, something like exalted life in the midst of his jaded, dull, insipid existence.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 82 | Loc. 1246-47 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 09:18 PMI have had to pass through so much foolishness, so much vice, so much error, so much nausea and disillusionment and wretchedness, merely in order to become a child again and be able to start over.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 82 | Loc. 1247-49 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 09:19 PMBut all of this was just and proper; my heart is saying yes, and my eyes are laughing. I had to experience despair, I had to sink to the most foolish of all thoughts, the thought of suicide, to be able to experience grace, to hear Om again, to be able to sleep well and awaken well.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 82 | Loc. 1250-51 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 09:20 PMHow stupid it is, this path of mine; it goes in loops. For all I know it’s going in a circle. Let it lead where it will, I shall follow it.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 90 | Loc. 1367-68 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 10:19 PMthat the river is in all places at once, at its source and where it flows into the sea, at the waterfall, at the ferry, at the rapids, in the ocean, in the mountains, everywhere at once, so for the river there is only the present moment and not the shadow of a future?”==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 92 | Loc. 1408-9 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 10:45 PMNo, a true seeker could not accept doctrine, not a seeker who truly wished to find. But the one who had found what he was seeking could give his approval to any teaching, any discipline at all, to any path, any==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 97 | Loc. 1473-74 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 11:03 PMPallid, he sat for days beside the dead woman’s hillock, refused to eat, shut his eyes, and shut his heart, struggling against Fate, resisting it.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 99 | Loc. 1517-18 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 11:10 PMWere his father’s piety, his teachers’ admonitions, his own knowledge, and his own searching able to protect him? What father, what teacher, was able to protect him from living life himself, soiling himself with life, accumulating guilt, drinking the bitter drink, finding his own path?==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 101 | Loc. 1536-38 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 11:16 PMHe could sense quite distinctly that this blind love for his son was a passion, something very human, that it was Sansara, a muddy spring, dark water. Yet at the same time he felt that it was not without value—it was necessary, it came out of his own being. This too was pleasure that had to be atoned for; this too, pain to be experienced; these too, follies to be committed.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 103 | Loc. 1571-72 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 11:23 PMNonetheless, he continued to run without stopping, no longer because he wished to rescue the boy but merely out of desire, in the hope of perhaps seeing him once more.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 105 | Loc. 1609-14 | Added on Sunday, February 09, 2014, 11:33 PMA mother’s blind love for her child, a self-satisfied father’s blind pride in his one little son, a vain young woman’s blind, furious urge to bedeck herself with jewels and attract men’s admiring glances—all these drives, all these childish matters, all these simple, foolish, but enormously strong, strongly alive, strongly asserted drives and desires were no longer mere child’s play to Siddhartha; he saw people living for their sake, saw them performing endless feats for their sake—making journeys, waging wars, suffering endless sufferings, enduring endless burdens—and he was able to love them for this; he saw life, the living, the indestructible, the Brahman in each of their passions, each of their deeds.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 112 | Loc. 1710-12 | Added on Monday, February 10, 2014, 04:03 AM“When a person seeks,” Siddhartha said, “it can easily happen that his eye sees only the thing he is seeking; he is incapable of finding anything, of allowing anything to enter into him, because he is always thinking only of what he is looking for, because he has a goal, because he is possessed by his goal.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 112 | Loc. 1712 | Added on Monday, February 10, 2014, 04:03 AMSeeking means having a goal. Finding means being free, being open, having no goal.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 114 | Loc. 1742-43 | Added on Monday, February 10, 2014, 04:08 AMEverything is one-sided that can be thought in thoughts and said with words, everything one-sided, everything half, everything is lacking wholeness, roundness, oneness.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 114 | Loc. 1746-47 | Added on Monday, February 10, 2014, 04:09 AMIt only seems so because we are subject to the illusion that time exists as something real.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 115 | Loc. 1760-63 | Added on Monday, February 10, 2014, 04:16 AMI experienced by observing my own body and my own soul that I sorely needed sin, sorely needed concupiscence, needed greed, vanity, and the most shameful despair to learn to stop resisting, to learn to love the world and stop comparing it to some world I only wished for and imagined, some sort of perfection I myself had dreamed up, but instead to let it be as it was and to love it and be happy to belong to it.==========Siddhartha (Hermann Hesse)- Highlight on Page 118 | Loc. 1795-96 | Added on Monday, February 10, 2014, 04:23 AMBut what interests me is being able to love the world, not scorn it, not to hate it and hate myself, but to look at it and myself and all beings with love and admiration and reverence.”==========

1. bis 6. Auflage. Berlin: S. Fischer, 1922.Siddharthas的出场写得像琼瑶女主角。20世纪初欧洲那群衣着考究自命不凡的恋童癖老头子写起美少年都一副口水长流的德性。然后还常常安插一个挥之不去的狗腿黑影长侍美少年左右，作为自己的化身以解爱慕而不得的相思之苦：

Mehr als sie alle aber liebte ihn Govinda, sein Freund, der Brahmanensohn. Er liebte Siddharthas Auge und holde Stimme, er liebte seinen Gang und den vollkommenen Anstand seiner Bewegungen, er liebte alles, was Siddhartha tat und sagte, und am meisten liebte er seinen Geist, seine hohen, feurigen Gedanken, seinen glühenden Willen, seine hohe Berufung.

Er wollte Siddhartha folgen, dem Geliebten, dem Herrlichen. Und wenn Siddhartha einstmals ein Gott würde, wenn er einstmals eingehen würde zu den Strahlenden, dann wollte Govinda ihm folgen, als sein Freund, als sein Begleiter, als sein Diener, als sein Speerträger, sein Schatten