她有一次曾把一先令硬币扔进蛇形湖里,以后在没有抛弃过别的东西。但是他把自己的生命抛弃了。他们继续活着(她得回去;那些屋子里仍挤满了人;客人还在不断地来)。他们(一整天她都想着伯尔顿,想着彼得,想着萨莉),他们会变老的。有一种东西是重要的;这种东西被闲聊所环绕、外观被损坏,在她的生活中很少见,人们每天都在腐败、谎言和闲聊中将它一点一滴地丢掉。这种东西他却保留了。死亡就是反抗。死亡就是一种与人交流的努力,因为人们感觉要到达中心是不可能的,这中心神奇地躲着他们;亲近的分离了,狂喜消退了,只剩下孤单的一个人。死亡之中有拥抱。
......“如果现在死去,现在就是最幸福。”
......或者诗人和思想家们也有同感。
She had once thrown a shilling into the Serpentine, never anything more. But he had flung it away. They went on living (she would have to go back; the rooms were still crowded; people kept on coming). They (all day she had been thinking of Bourton, of Peter, of Sally), they would grow old. A thing there was that mattered; a thing, wreathed about with chatter, defaced, obscured in her own life, let drop every day in corruption, lies, chatter. This he had preserved. Death was defiance. Deat... (查看原文)
再说还有那种恐怖感,那种强烈的无能为力的感觉,因为父母把这条生命交到你手里的时候期望你活到老,期望你宁静地与其同行,而你却不能。
Then (she had felt it only this morning) there was the terror; the overwhelming incapacity, one's parents giving it into one's hands, this life, to be lived to the end, to be walked with serenely; there was in the depths of her heart an awful fear. (查看原文)
9 有用 大-燕-威-王 2017-11-03 19:16:40
这辈子不想读意识流了……
2 有用 社恐胖胖子 2017-08-16 08:18:06
视角随意切换,心理与语言、动作随意交叉,技术上比《到灯塔去》复杂些。达洛维夫人和塞普蒂默斯显然代表着伍尔夫的两面,一面一边过着表面上平淡肤浅舒适的日子,一边内心痛苦焦虑地思索着生命的意义;一面则挣扎在奇幻分裂的异世界,唯有死亡方是救赎。
7 有用 Alice** 2013-07-01 18:58:13
加入那群迎著微風緩步向前、目光迷離者的行列
513 有用 Op.54 2016-04-30 18:00:54
读书一面让我觉得自己没有天赋很想死,另一方面可以支撑我活下去。
12 有用 水仙操 2010-12-17 17:09:06
困。一天写尽一个女人的一生。剖析深层心态,挖掘自我意识,主人格克拉丽莎代表“正常的真理”,而作为硬币的另一面的塞普蒂默斯则象征“狂人的真谛”。杌陧不安,电影时时刻刻得之神髓。