In this engrossing memoir, Saks, a professor of law and psychiatry at the University of Southern California, demonstrates a novelist's skill of creating character, dialogue and suspense. From her extraordinary perspective as both expert and sufferer (diagnosis: Chronic paranoid schizophrenia with acute exacerbation; prognosis: Grave), Saks carries the rea...
In this engrossing memoir, Saks, a professor of law and psychiatry at the University of Southern California, demonstrates a novelist's skill of creating character, dialogue and suspense. From her extraordinary perspective as both expert and sufferer (diagnosis: Chronic paranoid schizophrenia with acute exacerbation; prognosis: Grave), Saks carries the reader from the early little quirks to the full blown falling apart, flying apart, exploding psychosis. Schizophrenia rolls in like a slow fog, as Saks shows, becoming imperceptibly thicker as time goes on.- Along the way to stability (treatment, not cure), Saks is treated with a pharmacopeia of drugs and by a chorus of therapists. In her jargon-free style, she describes the workings of the drugs (getting med-free, a constant motif) and the ideas of the therapists and physicians (psychologist, psychiatrist, psychoanalyst, cardiologist, endocrinologist). Her personal experience of a world in which she is both frightened and frightening is graphically drawn and leads directly to her advocacy of mental patients' civil rights as they confront compulsory medication, civil commitment, the abuse of restraints and the absurdities of the mental care system. She is a strong proponent of talk therapy (While medication had kept me alive, it had been psychoanalysis that helped me find a life worth living). This is heavy reading, but Saks's account will certainly stand out in its field.
At eight years old, Saks began suffering hallucinations and obsessive fears of being attacked. An adolescent experimentation with drugs provoked her parents to enroll her in a drug treatment program. But Saks' incredible self-control masked the fact that she was suffering from a debilitating mental illness. By the time she entered graduate school at Oxford University, her symptoms were so severe—including full-blown psychotic episodes and suicidal fantasies—that she was hospitalized. Through Oxford, law school at Yale, and a move to Los Angeles to work in the law school of the University of California, Saks struggled mightily to balance her ambitions with her illness, which was eventually diagnosed as schizophrenia. Never wanting to concede to her mental illness, Saks founds calm and comfort in a rigorous work routine. An analyst characterized her as having three lives: as Elyn, as Professor Saks, and as the Lady of the Charts mental patient. As Saks battled to get off medication and leave behind the Lady of the Charts, she fought for the rights of mental patients, and came to terms with her own limitations. Bush, Vanessa
Elyn R. Saks is a professor at the University of Southern California Gould School of Law and an adjunct professor of psychiatry at the University of California, San Diego, School of Medicine. She is a research clinical associate at the New Center for Psychoanalysis. Saks lives in Los Angeles with her husband, Will.
读这本书是出于功课的目的,试图对schizophrenia有更深的了解。这本书更多是一种记录,记录疾病的发生,粗暴的治疗过程,境况的起起伏伏,自身态度的变化,直到最后学会与疾病共处,找到属于自己的人生。作者的个人能力应该是非常出色的,因为她在与疾病斗争的同时,获得了非常惊人的学术成就,但她在面对疾病时的幼稚,无知,不理智与彷徨,让我多少可以感受与代入。
不管什么样的人生,健康的还是疾患的,it'...读这本书是出于功课的目的,试图对schizophrenia有更深的了解。这本书更多是一种记录,记录疾病的发生,粗暴的治疗过程,境况的起起伏伏,自身态度的变化,直到最后学会与疾病共处,找到属于自己的人生。作者的个人能力应该是非常出色的,因为她在与疾病斗争的同时,获得了非常惊人的学术成就,但她在面对疾病时的幼稚,无知,不理智与彷徨,让我多少可以感受与代入。
不管什么样的人生,健康的还是疾患的,it's all about the choices。What you can afford, what you have to give up. (展开)
It is an unequivocal 5-star book. Maybe there is seldom someone who suffers a combination of unfortune like Elyn. On the basis of her own strong will, she is also lucky to get help from others. When I...It is an unequivocal 5-star book. Maybe there is seldom someone who suffers a combination of unfortune like Elyn. On the basis of her own strong will, she is also lucky to get help from others. When I read this memoir, my emotion goes up and down with its sentences. I know that everybody in the world, no matter who you are, is facing a long road.(展开)
0 有用 phageous 2020-02-09 06:45:53
读这本书是出于功课的目的,试图对schizophrenia有更深的了解。这本书更多是一种记录,记录疾病的发生,粗暴的治疗过程,境况的起起伏伏,自身态度的变化,直到最后学会与疾病共处,找到属于自己的人生。作者的个人能力应该是非常出色的,因为她在与疾病斗争的同时,获得了非常惊人的学术成就,但她在面对疾病时的幼稚,无知,不理智与彷徨,让我多少可以感受与代入。 不管什么样的人生,健康的还是疾患的,it'... 读这本书是出于功课的目的,试图对schizophrenia有更深的了解。这本书更多是一种记录,记录疾病的发生,粗暴的治疗过程,境况的起起伏伏,自身态度的变化,直到最后学会与疾病共处,找到属于自己的人生。作者的个人能力应该是非常出色的,因为她在与疾病斗争的同时,获得了非常惊人的学术成就,但她在面对疾病时的幼稚,无知,不理智与彷徨,让我多少可以感受与代入。 不管什么样的人生,健康的还是疾患的,it's all about the choices。What you can afford, what you have to give up. (展开)
0 有用 离歌笑 2024-07-21 09:48:21 澳大利亚
很有生命力的自白
6 有用 模糊 2013-12-31 03:45:23
今年八月,要见Elyn的前一晚听说这本书,跑遍整个USC想找纸质版未果,于是乎下了kindle版开始阅读。断断续续读了一个学期,终于在昨天这个年末的关头读完了这本揪心的自传。这本书需要仔细读,带着心去读,用心去感受Elyn在她的这段人生中所经历的痛楚和反思。我喜欢她人生中的坚持,伴随着breakdown,进而再坚持。我想我是终于理解了为什么在南加大那天,她是可以表现得如此淡定,如此隐忍但坚强。我想... 今年八月,要见Elyn的前一晚听说这本书,跑遍整个USC想找纸质版未果,于是乎下了kindle版开始阅读。断断续续读了一个学期,终于在昨天这个年末的关头读完了这本揪心的自传。这本书需要仔细读,带着心去读,用心去感受Elyn在她的这段人生中所经历的痛楚和反思。我喜欢她人生中的坚持,伴随着breakdown,进而再坚持。我想我是终于理解了为什么在南加大那天,她是可以表现得如此淡定,如此隐忍但坚强。我想她这一本书写出来,胜过十篇精神卫生领域的论文。有关精神分裂症,有关精神分裂症患者怎样去活自己选择的人生。今年阅读最佳。 (展开)
0 有用 Ed Carfield 2023-12-28 22:29:11 浙江
Brilliantly touching.
0 有用 尼莫忽瞒也 2023-01-06 04:21:40 南非
It is an unequivocal 5-star book. Maybe there is seldom someone who suffers a combination of unfortune like Elyn. On the basis of her own strong will, she is also lucky to get help from others. When I... It is an unequivocal 5-star book. Maybe there is seldom someone who suffers a combination of unfortune like Elyn. On the basis of her own strong will, she is also lucky to get help from others. When I read this memoir, my emotion goes up and down with its sentences. I know that everybody in the world, no matter who you are, is facing a long road. (展开)