我想睡上一整年

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• Reva often spoke about “settling down.” That sounded like death to me. “I’d rather be alone than anybody’s live-in prostitute,” I said to Reva. And when I was awake, I wasn’t fully so, but in a kind of murk, a dim state between the real and the dream. I resented her for that, but she seemed immune to guilt and shame. Only the coffee made my heart work a bit harder. Caffeine was my exercise. It catalyzed my anxiety so that I could crash and sleep again. You and me, just filling the space with nothingness. I suppose a part of me wished that when I put my key in the door, it would magically open into a different apartment, a different life, a place so bright with joy and excitement that I’d be temporarily blinded when I first saw it. Reva mistook my sigh of frustration for an expulsion of b... (查看原文)

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• Orphans usually suffer from low immunity, psychiatrically speaking. You may consider getting a pet to build up your relational skills. Parrots, I hear, are non judgemental. (查看原文)

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