Life sucks even with love in it

几周跑步时的消遣。前面很流水账玛丽苏，但内核其实算反玛丽苏。爱情不是万能的，就算有最好的爱情，就算会过得很快乐，生活依然不会好。所有把爱情当成信仰认为其足以拯救一切的人都应该看看。和非天夜翔的天地白驹一起看，深感和一个人一起去死总是更简单点的，要让另一个人因为自己心甘情愿地活下去太难了。 It's not enough for me. This - my world - even with you in it. And believe me, Clark, my whole life has changed for the better since you came. But it's not enough for me. It's not the life I want. Now it was my turn to pull away. The thing is, I get that this could be a good life. I get that with you around, perhaps it could even be a very good life. But it's not my life. I'm not the same as these people you speak to. It's nothing like the life I want. Not even close.