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• “博士，你可以这样想。”菲尔德邦德耐心地说道，并冷冷地微笑着，“想象自己在一个扇形的感情网络的节点上，自我安排和扩展着这种感觉和想法。这个扇形网络每一个凸起的线条上当然都有一个外部的参考和依附。一座房子，一个女人，一只鸟。但不一定是这样的。这条寻求买进和依附于一个外在他者的线必定是被扶持、支持和持有的；它因此变得很小、很弱、很松弛、依赖于他者。如果外部的参考和依附消失了（我说的可不像是在我自己生活里发生的情形），那这条萎缩的线条将会脆弱地崩溃，也可能消失。自我将会变得比以往更弱。而且甚至像我自己一样强大的自我，一定也会不喜欢看到这种损失。”菲尔德邦德表情冷漠地咧嘴笑着，从他的无可挑剔的长裤上拿掉一根棉纤维。“最好是让这扇形上的线条依靠自己：自足的、坚硬的、严厉的、向外伸向空中。如果有人发现她自己被这些线的其中一条吸引了，她当然就可以带着所有的贪婪坠入其上，这再自然不过了。只有短命的夜里的昆虫才会被本质上不可能接近的光线所吸引。她可能会被线条的光所毁灭，但是这根线条依然挺立着，坚定地伸向自己之外的遥远的空中。” (查看原文)

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• And her eyes. I cannot say what color Lenore Beadsman’s eyes are; I cannot look at them; they are the sun to me. They are blue. Her lips are full and red and tend to wetness and do not ask but rather demand, in a pout of liquid silk, to be kissed. I kiss them often, I admit it, it is what I do, I am a kisser, and a kiss with Lenore is, if I may indulge a bit for a moment here, not so much a kiss as it is a dislocation, a removal and rude transportation of essence from self to lip, so that it is not so much two human bodies coming together and doing the usual things with their lips as it is two sets of lips spawned together and joined in kind from the beginning of post-Scarsdale time, achieving full ontological status only in subsequent union and trailing behind and below them, as they join... (查看原文)

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